and the 3- begin

Dan Dialah yang menidurkan kamu di malam hari dan Dia mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan di siang hari, kemudian Dia membangunkankamu pada siang hari untuk disempurnakan umur(mu) yang telah ditentukan. Kemudian kepada Allah-lah kamu kembali, lalu Dia memberitahukan kepadamu apa yang dahulu kamu kerjakan –QS. Al An’am : 60–

Tak ada yang spesial hari ini.
Semua berjalan sama, seperti biasa.
Matahari masih dengan setia bersinar, terbit dari timur ke barat.
Pagi tetap dikelilingi dengan kesegeraan.
Siang tetap dikelilingi kesibukan. Petang diwarnai kebahagiaan karena badan terpenuhi kebutuhannya setelah dahaga melanda.
Malam diselingi alunan ayat-ayat suci.

Tak ada yang berbeda, hanya detik yang tak akan kembali.
Hanya nafas yang mungkin belum menemui titik hentinya.
Namun, setiap hembusannya seakan menandakan, akan ada saat mereka tak lagi setia menemani.
Mereka akan pergi.

That I left my twenties already, remaining anything left?
Should I have my time in the way God want me to do?
Had I reflect all the blessed that I gain for the last 30 years appropriately?
As He created me as His creature.
Had I love my prophet Muhammad as he sacrificed many things for me as his ummah?

Dear God,
As I am too ashamed, asking you each and everyday, as I do not know to whom I supposed to cry out loud every night, as I only can rely on when I notice darkness cover my sight, Thank You…
And as I raise my hand to pray…I just notice that I could not say a thing at all, since I am sure You know what I had much deep in my heart.

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